1/19/2010

I know it has been some time since my last post. I have been very busy, getting new carpet and painting. And that really is just the half of it. I haven't been focused nor had time to exercise. But that also means I haven't been focused on eating. And with a buried kitchen, food was even hard to get to.. With that being said, I weighed yesterday. And I have lost 3 lbs. since my last entry, so that is great. I am awfully stressed, with trying to get the house ready to sell. I hope it sells fast. The only time I get to myself is a 10 min shower, and today, while I was in there. I was thinking. When I was young, and starting to eat more and more. I remember looking up to my older siblings and wanting to eat just like them. I even remember feeling accomplished with eating 3, yes THREE packages of Ramon. I really thought I did a good job. And with your parents making "you" clean your plate. It's no wonder why half of America is over weight. I grew up in the age of Nintendo.. I didn't have many friends. My family wasn't active in the Mormon church, so every one in our neighborhood looked down upon me, and my family. My time was spent playing Nintendo, and watching movies. And allot of TV. And eating.. Allot allot of eating. We eat to celebrate, eat to morn.. I even eat out of boredom. I need a life style change. ... food for thought..